Sunday, March 17, 2013

Top 10 Persons I'd Like to Meet One Day

1. Keith Urban

Oh gaaad!! who could resist this hottie? Please don't hate me Nicole Kidman, but I want his babies.


2. Taylor Swift

I missed her Manila concert in 2010. :( I would love to get a chance to see her. I can relate to all of her songs!



3. Blake Lovely

I've always loved this golden girl. From the Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants to Gossip Girl, she is one IT GIRL.


4. Rachel McAdams

She might be the mean one in Mean Girls, but I still loved her. And she won my heart in The Notebook.


5. Emma Stone

She's my Hollywood dream best friend.


6. Leighton Meester

Gossip girl queen bee. Come one, who doesn't wanna meet her in person?


7. Prince William of Wales

Kate, you're one lucky babe. I've always dreamt of my own prince charming.


8. Ryan Gosling

He's my ideal man after I've watched The Notebook.


9. Miley Cyrus

She's been on my list since Hannah Montana got into Television!


10. Jerry Trainor

He's cute. Just cute. :)


Random Thoughts 0317

I don't think anybody loves me. I think that I was destined to be alone, and I don't want this. Every time I find love, it either becomes a trade-off or a heart break. Guys always leave me (either because of incompatibility or for another girl), and it hurts me every time. What must I do to find real happiness? I have been through A LOT, but it seems that I never learn. I try to change the bad things every after heartbreak, but it still happens that I'm the one left a loser. I would like to stop messing my life around. I want to be in peace. Settle down. Just be a mother and a wife. I want a stable job too, of course. Is that too much to ask?

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Anyway, I'm crushing on my teacher. Well, actually, there's two of them. Wait for it, they have SAME NAMES! What is it with **l**s (name with s)? They're both so smart and cool. And they both have the same problem, why I can't have any of them. They are both *a**e**. </3 i just wish i become close to any/both of them. 

Friday, March 15, 2013

Candy Colored Dreams

I just found these pictures on flickr. They're so nice. They look so sweet. I love candy colors.. 




Adam and Eve


“Nine months earlier Eve went into a small room. Adam was there. It was cold. It’s past midnight. There was pleasure. Eve gave everything. It was Eve and Adam’s unite.”

Did Adam and Eve have pre-marital sex?

For those who still do not know what pre-marital sex is, it is having sexual intercourse outside marriage.  Whether you do it before you get married, or do it with someone who’s married to someone else, or do it with somebody else if you’re married, it is PMS. It does not come new to young people today. Many still act innocent, but it is a reality that we face. Many do it with their peers. It’s the new immoral “in” thing. Of course, the conservative and religious people identify themselves to be against it.
One biology teacher said, people at some point in their life would need sex, especially men. The Holy Bible also allows sex that’s ‘within marriage.’

                People have sex before marriage because… One, they get curious, but that’s an understatement. Those who use that reason really means they want to try it because they believe it feels good. Two, they it’s their own way of showing how much they love each other, which could be one real reason. And finally, the third reason is, they do it because they believe that it is already a normal thing to do. However, that is only at the beginning. The consequences are unimaginably worse.

There is a great risk of having AIDS/HIV in pre-marital sex, of which, the cure is hardly obtained due to the expensive price and the availability of the medicine. This disease could possibly get into the system of everyone who does it – married or not. The disease could be passed from one person to another by, of course, sexual intercourse.

                Aside from the physical damages pre-marital sex can do, it can also destroy the morale and esteem of a person.

                *Pretsel is a college student, and has experienced pre-marital sex. “Pagshow ko man ‘yun ng love. He asked for it. S’yempre it’s not easy baya to say “no” kasi you might lose the person.” She does it every time her boyfriend asks for it, and most of the time, she skips classes for this. Where do they do it? “Minsan sa dorm niya. Nakakahiya…kasi may mga nakakakita din pag pumapasok ako. Pero patay mali lang ako, patay mali din sila.” Pretsel has also admitted that rumors about her not being ‘virgin’ anymore has scattered. “Maka-hurt ih. Pero somehow okay na man ngayon. Kasi so far, totoo man din.” Is there anything that she regrets about it? “Siguro yung, hindi ko alam ang mangyari sa akin ‘pag break na kami. If matanggap kaya ‘yun ng next boyfriend ko. Tsaka siguro, yung feeling na ikakasal ka one day na naka-white ka pero hindi ka na pure. S’yempre naman winiwish ko pa rin na sana diba, pure pa rin ako. Pero wala naman. Gor nalang.”

                 A person will even more regret doing it, if it were to a person who does not even care. Most people do it drunk, so most probably, they do not do it upon emotional conviction, but purely of lust and emptiness. Many families and lives are destroyed by this.

                *Hansel is a second year student in the university, and is a single mom. “Mahirap. Baka hindi na ako makapag-asawa. I keep on thinking, ‘will I ever be able to still live normal after all?’ ‘Will anybody still find me acceptable para i-love?’ Ngayon, my hope lies doon sa father ng baby ko. Para sa akin, parang siya lang ang p’wedeng tumanggap sa akin. My hopes are closed sa ibang tao.”  Do you think you still have the chance to be in a relationship that does not involve the father of your child? “Mayroon siguro, pero slim. I really don’t know. I think it’s hard to believe that in my situation, somebody else would still take me seriously.”

                After all, maybe pre-marital sex isn’t always a good idea. It’s a gamble which always leads into a loss.

“Nine months later Eve went into a small room. Adam wasn’t there. It was hot. It’s past midday. There was pain. Eve gave birth. It was Eve and Adam’s divide.”



Rallying Hard


I could vividly remember how much effort I gave in the noon of January 15, 2012. We were supposed to have the quiz for a major subject at one o’clock. I prepared. I came to school early, and I reached school – in the hardest way I’ve had imagine – and it is not an exaggeration.
                It was cloudy, but it felt hot. The travel from USM avenue to the campus took longer than anyone would expect. There was heavy traffic. It was caused by the protestors. Nobody could pass the main gate. It was blocked by an angry mob who wants President Antonio Derije to step down.
                Luckily, I was able to ride the tricycle of a friendly driver who did not give up on delivering his passengers to school. He considered other routes to the university. However, the other three gates were also blocked by protestors. At that moment, I wondered. Why are these people here? They were a mix of students, faculty and staff, and some persons of unknown origin. Most of them are not really from the university. What is this rally for, really? They keep on yelling issues against the president, but there is not one concrete and clear reason that they push through. They just keep on saying, “No to corruption,” “President Derije is a crocodile,” “President Derije is a monkey,” and many more.
 And another catch was, they also seemed angry to students who come to school. I am not the only student who was determined to go to class that afternoon, many were. And those students came over the fence just to come in. What did the protestors do? They ran after these students, and the students were threatened. According to one USMian who supported the rallyists, “That is a total turn-off.” They do not know if these students support them in their battle for what they claim to be “the justice,” and they threatened them.
Do not get me wrong. I am not against the rallyists, but it is just not right to put the students in the same hot water with Derije. First of all, I respect the protestors of their right to shout for what they think is wrong. Second, I believe that students who do not rally, also have a right of their own and that’s to be able to have undisrupted classes because they paid for it. And finally, I believe that students who want to go to school must not be used against President Derije. Stop using students to evict the president from his throne, because it shows one desperate act. The rallyists will lose supporters by this. Block the gates at your own expense. Rallyists would get more allies if they were more humane.
The rallying people inside the University of Southern Mindanao march and shout their feelings. It is before the hopeful knot makes lose and before all the issues they face concerning the university president becomes plain unsought history. It just maybe is not in the right time – just weeks before the midterm exam, when every student must be inside the classroom, listing down pointers, and the exam week itself. It had not any bit helpful to the students.
They also are in the wrong places, blocking the gates and disturbing classes. Rallyists must allow students to come to school if they really want to help. They would’ve rallied before the re-appointment. It would’ve helped the decision-makers whether or not to re-appoint the president.
Right now that the president has been re-appointed, as for me, the best thing to do is respect that. If you do not want him, then better think of less harmful ways than to become a hindrance to other people. The parents of these students work hard just to send them to school. Please do not put that to waste
I believe that many students and faculties also support the rallyists. They have a right to decide who they will support. Some are against the rallyists because of the hassle they cause or because they want the president to stay. But behind all these, let us weigh things and set our priorities. Is our priority our studies? Or is it to worry about every issue concerning the university? Of course, these things concern us, but which comes first? Which comes last? Whatever it is that we fight for, let us make sure, we have the chance to win. Let us see, if it would give us something beneficial. Let us analyze at what we will be able to get more. Let us weigh and choose what is more beneficial for us.
Let us not be passive about things. Be analytical. Would you allow anomaly to go on just because you do not want to think too much? Or would you leave classes, fight for the truth, because somebody influenced you and you simply closed your eyes and swallowed it? Whatever decision you make, whatever camp you chose, see to it that you have firm reasons for it, because it would cost you everything.

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

Governed by another Aquino



                In 2010, Benigno Aquino Jr. was declared as winner in the Presidential Elections. The then wordy and “of less use” senator has now ascended as my country’s president.
                After 100 days of his reign as president, many Filipinos complained that they could not see his usefulness in MalacaƱang. However, his loyalists begged them to give the president some more time, for he is just beginning. Now, two years have passed. What happened to his beautiful campaign speech? If we are his boss, what are the accomplishments of our servant? Many people just can’t wait to see his finish products and promises.
The negotiation in the Quirino Grand Stand hostage taking was his failure and also, the negotiation of pardon of the now executed three Filipino drug mules in China. People have commented that he is too slow in his job as president. People have said that he’s done nothing to our government and that he’s a political weakling – only won because of the heroic images of his parents – but I still he, as one who governs us in the national scene, is a dangerous political player to watch out for.
He is wise – probably as wise as his old folks – he stirred the emotions of the youth for his political advantage during his campaign as president. Who knows what his next plans are? He may be cool for you, but if I were you, I wouldn’t entrust my vote OR MY COUNTRY to another Aquino. Of course, it didn’t all begin in Pnoy, so let us trace back everything beginning from the first Aquino political game player, his father Ninoy Aquino and his “foe” Ferdinand Marcos.
Benigno Aquino Sr. fought against the Marcos regime and died during the Marcos regime. He went against Marcos, went to prison but didn’t stop fighting, got sick and went abroad for medical reasons, and planned to go home again to continue his fight. He got shot right after he went out of the plane’s door and died on the spot. Before that incident, he was interviewed inside the plane. When I watched the video(Batas Militar) of everything that happened in the incident, one thing stuck into my mind during his interview inside the plane – he told the interviewers, “You must record everything…  this might be the last time you could ever talk to me.” Did he knew that he was about to get killed? Could it be that it was a planned scene to pave the way for his wife’s reign and to give more rot to the name of Marcos, for desperation?
Of all the regimes, it is the time of Ferdinand Marcos that I appreciate the most. You might wonder why but I have things to back that up. I was not able to live during his reign, but I know well of how he ran this country, as provided by old media paraphernalia. It was during his time when the Philippines had had its wisest president of all times up to date. Defended himself in court, passed the Martial Law, husband to a wife that was well used for political purposes and a father to outstanding politicians – these are only few to the great man that he is. If you lived in Manila, you would know how useful the LRTs and MRTs are as a commuter and you owe it to Marcos. The windmills that produce power supply to many houses in Ilocos Norte is a product of the great mind of Ferdinand Marcos’s offspring. The Martial Law may have brought fear to many citizens, but it has taught many of us discipline and has taught us to fight for our rights – it stirred us. His wife, Imelda Marcos was the one who founded most charities and causes than all of Philippines’ first ladies and first gentlemen.
                However, many people did not see how great of a leader Marcos was, because the media did not allow them to. The media even to this date has blinded us of the goodness of Marcos’s reign, by surfacing to us the goodness of late Senator Benigno Aquino Sr., late president Cory Aquino, and their son President Benigno Aquino Jr.  What the people do not know is that these Aquino’s hide something behind their backs too. It’s just that they were wise enough to buy the media to their side.
                During the Martial Law, only the networks owned by Ferdinand Marcos’s friends were able to operate since they would probably not say harsh things about the government. Those that were privately owned and are known to be anti-government were sequestered and closed including one of the industry “game makers,” (we all know that game makers are bigger than just game players) ABS-CBN, owned by the Lopez family.
                After the Martial Law, when Ferdinand Marcos stoop down, and Cory Aquino was declared as president, she gave back ABS-CBN to the Lopez’s without any single peso spent by the Lopez’s. Therefore, the Lopez family owes the Aquino’s a lot. Paying it forward, ABS-CBN is hesitant to news the scandalous Hacienda Luisita issue and other bad issues about the Aquino’s. ABS-CBN beautifies the name of the Aquino family using the media.
ABS-CBN, if you have to be observant to realize it, is bias for the Aquino family. They influenced people that Cory Aquino is a mother to every Filipino and that she would make a good president of the Philippines because she is the wife of a hero. However, more hated Philippine presidents helped our economy in figures than she did. All she did was stir the people to rally against Marcos in the few months before her presidency and the people thought that she is a good person and that rallying against the government was a good thing. She maybe helped causes, but that was it. She is most remembered for her motherliness, but that was the only thing she gave to the country – her love and consent. She never really gave us the more essential things that we needed. Of course, this country during her time had a mother, but at that time, Philippines did not have a father. And what has happened is we became dependent to the kindness of our government that after she went down from power, we expected the same goodness from the following leaders. And when they don’t give us, we rally.
One more thing about her regime is that people do not know, is that when Marcos was leaving for Hawaii after he stepped down the supposed “Yamashita Treasure” held by Marcos for a long time, was brought to Pier 15 Manila to be shipped by Marcos’s men to the place where Marcos is. However, it was blocked, and it was already Cory’s reign. Up to now, nobody knows where it is.
The Filipino people for years have been free under the presidents who reign before Marcos. They were shocked when the disciplinarian leader came to power. They did not know what good it would give them in the long run. They thirst for freedom again, and Cory Aquino was willing to give it. So, they chose a president who would give them their emotional desires over a wise leader who would raise their nation in economic figures and goods. And why shouldn’t they? The previous governing presidents have trained them to. While all the other presidents were busy pleasing the people, Marcos was busy creating disciplined and better individuals in every Filipino.
Now, let’s go back to Cory Aquino taking the giant media industry player, ABS-CBN by her side. She indeed made them owe her something. And indeed, her family benefits a lot from it, because power over the media, is power over the whole nation. Let us not forget how influential media is to those watching – that is – the whole country. The Aquino’s did not only benefit from ABS-CBN beautifying their name, but also from how the ABS-CBN has provided them the censorship that they needed from the public eye.
Can you imagine, ABS-CBN airing news about how President Noynoy Aquino has a cigarette break, and having the people not rage over it? Instead, the people thought it was something showbiz and for entertainment consumption. Philippines is in a limbo and the people have to wake up. Every time Pnoy gives speech about how he’s going to throw away corruption so that these people won’t feel hunger anymore, the poor Filipino people look at him in awe, thinking that he is their “messiah” that would save them from eternal poverty. Dude, COME ON! Don’t sell yourself for this speech. Sadly, it is only what these people hold on to as their hope. They’re not educated as few of us are, and they are taken advantage. But anyway, who could blame them, even the educated allow themselves to be fooled.
The Aquino’s have this incredible tactic of tugging the people’s emotional chord to win them.
In reality, President Noynoy Aquino is busier having the Filipino people look behind the past regimes and go back to all the corruptions and flaws that were made in the Philippine national governance. He’s busy running after the past political sinners sending them to jail than having the Filipinos move forward for success and improvement. He was too stressed out to think about improvement, because he spent almost all of his time firing appointees of ex-president Gloria Macapagal Arroyo one by one.
The Filipino people watched closely as the impeachment trial of our once Chief Justice Renato Corona went through. President Noynoy had the people by his side in this move, making ex-Chief Justice Corona looking like the most sinful man in the Philippines. However, the whole process was bias to Corona. His human rights were stepped on by the president we believed was a fair one, the times when the investigations went through. As a common citizen, you would be very happy that Corona is ousted. However, you know that the next thing that would sit as Chief Justice is an appointee of Noynoy. That’s the same thing. The appointee of Arroyo goes down, the appointee of Pnoy goes up. Now, Pnoy can do what he wants. And I bet you don’t realize how shameful it is in the eyes of other nations, that our country was able to impeach a Chief Justice by only an account of a SALN and be judged by people holding lower offices than he is. Can you imagine one of most powerful leaders of your country being judged by an action star?
 Our president has not even functioned well to protect our people here and abroad. Earlier we’ve talked about the Quirino grand stand failure of Pnoy and the Filipinos executed by the Chinese government due to drug trafficking. And what about the Scarborough shoal? Is he going to give it up to the Chinese government?
And what would you expect from those holding lower offices when the ones holding bigger offices don’t do their jobs best? Officials holding lower offices start reconstructing still beautiful infrastructures for renovations even if it’s not needed. Why? Is it for the kickbacks that would supply them the funds they need in running for the 2013 elections?
The Philippine national governance indeed needs to go to the hospital – heal itself. Well, if at least it has something to pay for its rehabilitation amidst all the credits it has to its neighbors. Good thing, we’re still friends with US. They’re a great help. However, there’s nothing we’re sure of. They owe something from our enemy too – China. Admit it, we’re foes with China. They’re acclaiming the Scarborough shoal and disrespectfully navigate through Philippine waters without permission.  They feel their power over us, and we become inferior. They’re killing us one by one from all the cheap poisonous goods they sell here in the Philippines that we patronize.
You can see how much these foreign investors fool us. Other countries would invest in our country, putting up factories. What happens is they protect their land and natural resources, while ours is destroyed and Philippines become more polluted. And we, because it’s money, we welcome them with open arms, because we hardly think about the long run when the present situation is overwhelming. It shouldn’t be the case. Michelle Obama said in the Reader’s Digest February 2012 issue, “Everything we do must be for our children.” We should always make our resources sustainable. The Philippine government should make a focus on this. These are some issues we think are “too little to mind” but it’s where we get our food, our living.

                The Philippine government must impose a law implementing that the Philippines must only import goods that Philippine producers cannot provide according to the demands of the public. That way, our products would become more patronized by our own citizens. When a product is patronized, the ones producing would probably have more experience in manufacturing the product thus improving it as time passes. It would also raise the demand for Philippine products in our country, which would lead to demanding more jobs for us here in the Philippines.
                The Philippine government must raise its taxes to foreign investors, especially those that would put up factories. It is hazardous for our health and for our natural resources as well. We should implement more laws that would protect our environment.
                President Noynoy must stop running after the appointees of ex-president Arroyo and begin to establish stronger alliance with other countries.
                Also, there must always be an annual national auditing that is shown to the public, so we would see where our money go. It should also be itemized.
                President Aquino should also stop his cigarette break, those are just minutes he steals from our country. And believe it or not, smokers use his activity as their excuse for their smoking habits.
                The Filipinos must be encouraged to look forward and stop looking behind them. Our eyes must be on our goal, not to the things that we’ve failed to do.


Wednesday, March 14, 2012

One More Mistake, at cardiac na!

For sometime siguro puputulin ko muna connection ko with some people...


How can we be so insensitive at times when people need us to feel they need us? Sana man lang may makaisip, 'Ay, nasasaktan na pala siya.' However people still go on with their lives, afraid of handling things, allowing all the  disasters to happen. Hindi ka ba maaawa na all those pains will collide with one single person? Yun yung mahirap sa mga tao(/e) ngayon eh. Para okay lang na may nasasaktan sila OR ayaw nilang maniwala na may nasasaktan sila. Iniisip nila, 'Ah, siguro may pinagdadaanan lang siya. Magiging okay din naman yan eh. Hmm... Hindi ko na siya tatanungin kung ano'ng problema niya, hindi naman ako ang may kasalanan.' Gahss!

Ang sakit-sakit na nagdaramdam ka pero wala kang mapagsabihan. Grabe. Pero mas masakit yung nasasaktan ka na nga, hindi mo para maincorporate sa actions mo at sa words mo yung feelings mo dahil wala kang karapatan. Yung bawal kang mag-inarte. Wala ako karapatang mag-inarte, dahil wala akong kakampi. Oo, may mga kaibigan ako, pero they're not the kind of friends that take sides(which may be a good thing), pero disadvantage yun at times diba, at times like this.

Life has been so hard for me even since I was a child. Yung side ng family ko where I grew up, hindi kami napapansin ng mga kapatid ko kasi nga ang mga pinapansin ng mga lola ko eh yung mga apo nila sa mga anak at pamangking manager ng company, businesswoman, nagtatrabaho sa banko...yung mga anak ng 'mayayaman.' Kung sabagay, magpakabait sila sa mga anak ng mga yun dahil for sure, pag naghirap sila, may mauutangan sila. Naramdaman ko yung feeling na hindi ako kasama sa ankan. Mabuti nalang yung other side ng family ko, eh welcome na welcome kami ng mga kapatid ko. Nararamdaman ko na mahal nila kami. Tuwang-tuwa nga ako pag nagkikita kami ng mga relatives ko sa side na 'to.

I don't know where my life would take me. Puro heartaches eh. Inggit na inggit ako sa mga bata. Hanggang crush2x lang. Iba na kapag pinasok mo ang mundo ng matatanda. Kainis. Sabi ko magsyosyota ako ng matanda dahil ayaw ko ng isip bata. Yung pala magsyosyota sila ng bata(ako), dahil yung isip bata hinahanap nila. Man, kaloka. Nakakabaliww. Hindi kami nagkaintindihan? Hehehe. Buhay nga naman. Joke lang ng joke, go lang ng go! Bibili nalang ako ng magandang damit, matutuwa pa ako. Kaysa, magkaroon ng lalaki sa buhay ko na idedrain lahat ng emotion na capable ang body ko of producing and in the end icacardiac lang din ako. I hate boys like that! Well, all boys are like that. Walang dakila. Hero2x lang. Si superman? Tanga naman yun eh. Isa siyang malaking pagkakamali. H'wag kayong magpapaniwala dun! Baliw yun eh.

Sa lahat ng mga naging boyfriend ako, iisa lang ang pumasa, pasang awa pa. Pan'o, lahat quinualify nila, pero yung pinakaimportanteng bagay(yung mafeel mong mas importante ka sa kahit ano), hindi nila magawa. Ang galing pa magpaconsensya. Ito ay napakaimportanteng babala: HUWAG NA HUWAG PUMATOL SA MAY ...... alam mo na. Alipunga? Hahaha. Kala mo ha. Oo, tama ang iniisip mo. Dun ka na sa walang sabit, alam mo na, hindi busy. Grabe talaga ako, low IQ, owf EQ. Ano nalang ako? Hindi ako maipagmamalaki ng future ex-boyfriend ko! Pero kung may maipagmamalaki ako sa kanya, 'pag nagmahal ako, MATINDI na may kaakibat na isang libong exclamation points, at sa iisang(walang kapares, walanng kaagaw, walang kahati) lalaki lang! Mahirap na. Kapag nadivide ang tinapay, ano nalang matitira? Okay lang kung ang napunta sa'yo yung maraming palaman. Boom! Gets mo yun! Kung hindi, ibig sabihin hindi ka pa nagkaboyfriend! Sorry ka. Hahahaha