I don't think anybody loves me. I think that I was destined to be alone, and I don't want this. Every time I find love, it either becomes a trade-off or a heart break. Guys always leave me (either because of incompatibility or for another girl), and it hurts me every time. What must I do to find real happiness? I have been through A LOT, but it seems that I never learn. I try to change the bad things every after heartbreak, but it still happens that I'm the one left a loser. I would like to stop messing my life around. I want to be in peace. Settle down. Just be a mother and a wife. I want a stable job too, of course. Is that too much to ask?
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Anyway, I'm crushing on my teacher. Well, actually, there's two of them. Wait for it, they have SAME NAMES! What is it with **l**s (name with s)? They're both so smart and cool. And they both have the same problem, why I can't have any of them. They are both *a**e**. </3 i just wish i become close to any/both of them.
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